I was listening to a message the other day that inspired me to pray…
“Father, I pray that if you ever give me a stage I will prepared, I will even expect, to be crucified because of it. If I am too weak to follow Jesus to Calvary, if I forget that the Kingdom is to be entered through many hardships, if I am unwilling to experience death that others may experience life – may I suffer a life of mediocrity and ordinariness, but never make a mockery of you as my Lord by encouraging and perpetuating comfortable Christianity – mine or that of others.”
This is a humbling request and it scares me, but it also excites me and restores my passion.